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  • Mood: Questionable
  • Watching: The Big Bang Theory
  • Drinking: Water
Hey, guys, I know I haven't posted a journal in a while, but I'm just letting you know I'm still alive, but going through an identity crisis.  You see, about a few weeks ago, I lost my ID at my sister's place, and now that she and her husband are packing everything up, I don't think I'll ever find it.  I even tried looking at my place, and still found nothing.  I looked everywhere it could have possibly been only to end the search with empty hands.  Lemme tell ya', guys, the fact that my ID's gone is really taking a toll on me.  I don't have any money to buy another one, I don't have my social security card on me, and I don't know where any copies of my birth certificate are.  So as far as the government's concerned, I probably don't even exist anymore.  (I probably never even existed in the first place.)

So am I still real?  Am I still the same D-Blue02, or am I only a shadow of my former self?  Am I really a human being, or am I just a figment of all your imaginations?  "The Incredible Mystery of Me" remains... a mystery.
  • Mood: Tearful
  • Listening to: Talking to the Moon -- Bruno Mars
  • Watching: Armageddon
  • Drinking: Green Tea
Hey, guys, sorry I haven't been on here so much, I'm just going through some rough times right now.  You see, last week on February 4th, my grandmother died when my mom and sister went to visit her and Pappy at their house.  I was at my brother-in-law and sister's place when it happened, and my dad came in to look after me while they were there.  Mom told him he wasn't to say a single word about what all happened, but when they came home, they told me everything that happened.  Pappy told them she was feeling drained after the night before, and she wasn't feeling too well.  They called the hospital to take her in for an examination, but no matter how long the medics argued with her, she just wouldn't go with them.  They kept asking her about her health, but she wouldn't answer.   And what happened after up to thirty minutes, no one knows for sure.  Perhaps her heart gave out, or maybe she suffered a heart attack.  Or maybe she had a stroke.  Anyhow, when she felt she started giving out, she finally agreed to go with the medics.  When my cousins and my aunts and uncles heard the news, they bolted straight to the hospital, following the ambulance the whole way.  On the way to there, the medics did all they could to keep her heart going.  My mom, sister, and Pappy kept calling to her, never giving up on her to come back to us.  Then when they finally got to the E.R., they finally brought her back for a short period of time.  She couldn't speak, and yet they could all tell she was giving off a sign of love.  Then, after one good look at all the loved ones she was surrounded by, she died in hospital bed.

When my mom and sister finally came home, they told me everything that happened.  I couldn't believe what I was hearing, myself, but when they told me everything was true, I didn't know what to feel.  I deeply apologized to Mom and my sister for not being there, but they said that I wouldn't have been able to handle it.  And after a while, we all started to cry.  Losing one grandmother in my family was bad enough, but having to lose both?!  And on both sides of the family?!  I don't know how I'll be able to live on from all of this!

They had her body cremated, and we all scheduled her funeral for tomorrow at noon.  I'll be there to recite a quote from the bible along with my younger cousin, Dillon Ross.  There's going to be a lot of people speaking in Geemaw's honor, and some of her favorite songs will be played, too.

Rest in Peace, Jane "Geemaw" A. Bender; may you live on in all of us for as long as we live.  Amen.  T_T
Down the rabbit hole: Rabbit hole Here I am!!!!
So we can all post status updates, now, huh?  Heh!  Well, I guess it was only a matter of time before deviantART would have been turned into the artist's Facebook.  Sheesh... -_-
  • Mood: Questionable
  • Watching: The Big Bang Theory
  • Drinking: Water
Hey, guys, I know I haven't posted a journal in a while, but I'm just letting you know I'm still alive, but going through an identity crisis.  You see, about a few weeks ago, I lost my ID at my sister's place, and now that she and her husband are packing everything up, I don't think I'll ever find it.  I even tried looking at my place, and still found nothing.  I looked everywhere it could have possibly been only to end the search with empty hands.  Lemme tell ya', guys, the fact that my ID's gone is really taking a toll on me.  I don't have any money to buy another one, I don't have my social security card on me, and I don't know where any copies of my birth certificate are.  So as far as the government's concerned, I probably don't even exist anymore.  (I probably never even existed in the first place.)

So am I still real?  Am I still the same D-Blue02, or am I only a shadow of my former self?  Am I really a human being, or am I just a figment of all your imaginations?  "The Incredible Mystery of Me" remains... a mystery.

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Andrew Charles Hager
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
Current Residence: Mountville, PA
deviantWEAR sizing preference: IDK
Print preference: IDK
Favourite genre of music: IDK, anything that puts me in a good mood.
Favourite photographer: IDK
Favourite style of art: Anything
Operating System: Uh... Windows?
MP3 player of choice: IDK
Shell of choice: Say what?
Wallpaper of choice: Uhh... you'll have to wait until I upload it.
Skin of choice: Uh... Caucasian?
Favourite cartoon character: Darkwing Duck, Ash, Pikachu, Brian Griffin, Peter Griffin, Leomon, BlackWarGreymon, Gatomon, Renamon, Daffy Duck, etc.
Personal Quote: Dare to be stupid.
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:iconthe-real-vega777:
The-real-Vega777 Featured By Owner 3 hours ago   Digital Artist
Thanks for the watch! =D
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Weevmo Featured By Owner Apr 30, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Hey, thanks for watching me! :D
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Andruril93 Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the :+fav:, dude.
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MortenEng21 Featured By Owner Mar 1, 2015  Professional Traditional Artist
Hello!
Thank you so very, very, veeeeeeeery much for the watch.
It really mean so much to me and really appreciated for me.

Please welcome and enjoy my gallery!
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MartonSzucsStudio Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2015
Thanks for FAVES!
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V-pal97 Featured By Owner Nov 19, 2014  Student General Artist
Thanks for the fave! :)
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D-Blue02 Featured By Owner Nov 19, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
No problem, buddy!
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V-pal97 Featured By Owner Nov 19, 2014  Student General Artist
:D
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SnowingInAdelaide Featured By Owner Oct 18, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you so much for the watch!! X3
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D-Blue02 Featured By Owner Oct 18, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Anytime.  I'd be more than happy to vote for you, but I don't know where to cash it in.
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